It seems as though I have been going non stop for too long. It really hasn't been that long but I am finding that living life is far more important than stressing myself out. Living with people with whom I want to spend time with, having a place to call my own, and nearing the end of my formal education have all changed the way that I look at life.
This week I have spent a little bit of every day in my garden, working in the yard, working in the house, reading, sitting, eating, enjoying everyone's company, even some video games. This is life. I want to use this summer to set the groundwork for living deliberately and sustainably. One by one I am trying to change habits in order to become a better steward of the resources that I have been blessed with.
"I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not learn what it had to teach, and not, when I came to die, discover that I had not lived. I did not wish to live what was not life, living is so dear; nor did I wish to practice resignation, unless it was quite necessary, I wanted to live deep and suck out all the marrow of life, to live so sturdily and Spartan-like as to put to rout all that was not life..." ~ Thoreau