Decisions

I really don't like decisions all that much, and am definitely not a very decisive person... But I need to decide. I get so confused sometimes, and then there are times when I know exactly what I should do, but I really don't want to do it, or as in this case am just flat out scared to, so I say: "I am indecisive". In reality I am just hiding behind those words, and they are rather easy to hide behind.

In other news, school is insane! I am having a hard time keeping up with everything, which is mostly caused by me not wanting to do it. I simply am not motivated to do anything except for gymnastics right now. I feel like a gymnast. I don't think I have really consistently ever felt like that before. You see, there are people who do gymnastics, and then there are gymnasts. I believe that I now fall into the later category, which is quite fun! I love gymnastics ::grins::. However, my school is suffering at this lack of motivation. Biology, Math, even to some extent photography (though not nearly as much, because I love photography). Debate... Well, it needs a category of its own. Unfortunately it is last on the priority list, though not of my own choosing. I have to get school done now so that I can work on debate during qualifiers, that's just how it is. Though I must point out that I have done debate every Friday for the last couple of weeks (that means only debate, no school) so I guess I make up for the lack of debate during the week on Friday. We just started "creative writing" today in English 311, which was very fun, so I am excited about that. Hopefully I can get back on top of things...

I'm going to stop procrastinating! I'm off to go do some school :-)

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