The Decision is Made

Next week is the fateful week that I put actions with my words... I am going to walk away from teaching gymnastics. It doesn't feel real. Like it isn't really happening. But it is. I've made teaching my life for so very long that I don't know how I will leave. Granted I will still be teaching on Tuesdays... but... what about Monday, and Wednesday and Thursday? I love all of those kids, and I don't know what I am going to do without them. I will miss them very much, that I know. Five years ago I started teaching gymnastics, it seems like an eternity. I have to keep reminding myself that this isn't the end of teaching. I will keep teaching Tuesdays, and will be back full swing in January... but January is so far away from now, and life doesn't seem like life without teaching. God has tought me many things through this change, and I'm sure that they will keep coming once it actually changes. Life isn't teaching, life is doing my Lord's will, and this is it.