Backwards Emotions

It seems as though the farther we are getting from Nationals, the more that our record bugs me. When I found out that we were 2-4 it didn't really matter, I was a little disappointed, but it wasn't all that important to me. But now, it's starting to bother me. I knew that I wasn't debating my best, and I just couldn't seem to get going soon enough in my rounds. I wasn't debating my best, but I still think we should have done better. I haven't read the ballots yet (maybe I should do that) but my mom said that there were some interesting reasons why they voted against us, so I guess I should go see what those were. I guess its just another tournament... but it was just another tournament I expected to do well at.